Power: True, False and Standing Within It

Anyone who reads me know that a couple years ago, I lived in a bison pasture with some semi-wild bison. They've also heard about the bull I called “Number 8” because of the tag he wore. I observed him over time and learned so much about masculinity by doing so that I wrote an essay called, “Number 8 and What It Means to Be a Man.” He remains an inspiration to me. Recently harvested by the rancher, I keep his ear tag on my home altar. His heart will be at the bottom of our Sun Dance tree this July. Without rehashing too much, I saw that Number 8 was powerful in a beautifully understated way. Although he was physically dominant, he was more concerned with facilitating others’ instinctual capab

December 28, 2017

If you subscribe to this website/blog, you’ll get this message. I don’t think I’ll put it out anywhere else (unless I feel called to do so, of course). The ether is thin right now. I believe it has to do with the moon cycle as this is the third in a series of three Super-moons, coming up January 2. Spirit is able to communicate with humankind especially clearly at this moment, if we are not distracted and if we choose to pay attention. So, it pays be particularly observant at this time. However it is that you/we receive messages from the Divine – dreams, images, “instant knowing,” whatever – please take note and implement the messages. Understand one other thing (I may share this one): human

Black Sheep

This is a reminder to those of you who see themselves as the "black sheep" of the family. Those who left the ways of their birth families, with their pre-set mores and values and ways of being. You saw through enough of those rules to fatal un-reason and therefore rejected them. Many of us are now, in adulthood, trying to ascertain higher laws by trial and often substantial, public error. If this fits your description, I have a message for you: You are not meant to be tamed. More on this in another missive, but that which we call "civilized" and that which we call "miraculous" are in eternal, deadly conflict. Do you want miracles? Reject ready-made, traditional life-ways. After all, miracle

Tipi and Ego: My Journey

This is not my best writing, but I feel like I need to get this out there so I can get back to work on my other projects. The reason I want this out at all is because of my desire to use whatever lessons I encounter in my life to assist others’ in their own walks. We are so alike, and yet we’re so often close-mouthed about sharing our struggles and questions. Moreover, I counsel others in transformation – and I may be called to make another of my own. Maybe someone has ideas that I can use as I do so. Earlier this week, I found myself in the emergency room of a hospital. I’ve lived with asthma all my life, but at two am on Tuesday, after two hours of unsuccessful self-treatment, I’d yelled t

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